Boy oh boy... I don't know what to do except try to find the good and hope it'll all come together someday. 1) Best first mile I've had all season, finally starting out where I should 2) Passed 1 guy on the home stretch 3) Cheered really hard for all the other races! I am going to work on the first two miles next race and just stay relaxed. Decided to not worry about college running anymore because at this rate it's not happening so why stress it?